Minggu, 11 September 2016

Another disappointment

One day I woke up with different feeling, with smiling cheeks, while my phone was ringing. My morning felt up and up, that I never felt after he has gone. I found you, my ice-breaking, fill completely. Day by day you treated me better, you were all that time. Trying to let me know how it feels until finally I feel what love is. And also in that time, I can't believe life could be so beautiful. I thought I'm in a little die because I never found once as real as this now. But, it's you.. Can't stop trying to let me know, that I deserve to get love, I deserve to be happy, believing my dream gets closer. And that has finally become real.

........ This day

You used me as a worthless doll, after you get the best of me. While stupidly, I kept letting you make a fool of me. Now I see, it's easy for you to play hero. For you, I was an easy target because I tore down my armor and let you grab my heart. How could you be so evil? But how could I see you as an angel? In that day before, you'll keep playing fake while I spread love. I gave you all of my honesty out but you didn't mean it. You've got me with kindness, what a fool I was. I've ever known that I'm hoping because you make it clear. Now, how can I not love you when you've got my all? I got these feelings but you never mind that shit and now I can't see the end of this. I know there's a million  reasons why I should give you up. But the heart wants what it wants, I'll bet the odds against it all.

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